In the spring semester of 2017, when I was 16, I wrote an article of tips for how to get through your first year of college sane. In the spring semester of 2018, I was admitted into 72-hour-suicide-watch in a locked hospital for wanting to die too much. I figure that pretty much makes me an authority on college students and mental health.
In the article, I had written that suicide is the third leading cause of death among college students. That is still true, and it’s a fact I can now relate to personally. If you’re entering college soon, mental illness is probably something you or someone you know will be able to relate to as well.
Continue reading “How to Stay Sane in Freshman Year: a Q&A with the Girl Who Didn’t”
I get to start the day at 8am by kissing my mom on the forehead. I can proceed to open all the windows and light all the candles: Not Your Mama’s Fudge. Lavender. Sherlock’s Study.
If I feel particularly inspired, I sit down at my desk to pen this story. And why not? I have all the time in the world.
Continue reading “Gap year update #1: Dancing to Smells Like Teen Spirit. Or, August.”
Dear Hannah Brencher,
I’m opening this two days later and you’ve got my writing brain firing and I have to say: shave off ten years give or take, get a bit of sun, and convert to Islam and we’re basically the same person. And, apologies in advance for the soppy story. I’m gambling on the hope that we never meet in person so we don’t have to make small talk when you already know all this, and on the hope that you’re not actually an evil person who will post all this on instagram and tag me. Continue reading “Open letter to HB/Be Still and Know”
A couple of you asked why I decided to take a gap year, and maybe more of you are wondering. Do I need to “find myself”? Is it mental health? Am I just not into the whole college thing anymore? Am I just tired? Continue reading “Why I’m Taking a Gap Year: The Long Answer”